Do you ever just wish you could hide under the blankets,and it would make all the bad stuff go away? Or even freeze time? Almost like when you're little, and it made the monsters go away. Well, that's how I feel right now. As were sitting here ready and waiting until it's time to head to the hospital, I'm going over everything I want to ask the neurosurgeon. I just want it all to go away. Being a mother, that's all we ever want is to protect our children. To make sure nothing bad happens to them. Some things are out of our control. So I remind myself, to be strong for Avery. That no matter what this doctor tells us,I have a very strong and amazing boy who will be okay. He's got a stubborn daddy and mommy. He had to of inherited some of that. Non the less, I would gladly take anything that could possibly hurt him away,and take it on myself.
There isn't too much longer and we leave the hotel and head over. I can't help but hope that the pedi and the radiologist are wrong. My grandmother thinks it's wishful hoping. I guess we will see.
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